sup!

hey:)lol my blog is dead haha...
sigh...even if jeannie didt get him so wad..there is someone else in his heart not me...but "princess" i bet she is going to replace me in his heart soon T.T i cant do anything...you know i have always wanted him to put he is in a relationship with me on fb...but obvious he didt thats is nt all now he even put the "princess" name T.T :'(
OMG! i dun even think he likes me...its so heart breaking...why must he do this to me?he really hates me? he wans me to be sad? get hurt? if so.. i am already sad heart broken and hurt happy? i dun see jie getting hurt cause of wei xiong gor...why cant he love me the way wei xiong gor love jie? he is the first person i am soo deeply in love with...even if he make me sad, angry i still love him so much...
why why must god do this to me... must the princess be in our relationship? our first month had jus pass...must we end here?i think so...he rather me getting hurt than princess... tell me how will you feel if you were me...
I REALLY DUNWAN THIS! I JUST WAN TO BE WITH HIM TATS ALL... ISSIT VERY HARD TO PLAESE ME?
sigh...hug?kiss?bite?lick?pleasure? i think its all over as long as the princess is still clinging on him...everything we ever said is OVER!

sigh...gd night

sweet dreams

love you but nt as much as him :p

muackz..bye

hello:)

exams are over results are out...
gotta say they ain't fantatic well at least got improve...
unsafe feeling like sth wud spoil Sweet dreamer and me up haizz...
watvea la!i give up!tried  to be happy...argh!how i really wish i wasn't born...

ahhhhh!banana!!!!!!!!!!!why you so bad!!! you was never lidat...god tell me why!wy my life lidat...

wo shou bu liao le!jiu jiu wo ba!

give up liao!

bye love you

muackzzz!

hey!

hello:) sorryzzzz!!exams are comin aunty pushing like hell so no time...

promise will write after the exams kays!

sry i gtg again nites

love you sweet dreams

muackzz:P

hello:)

how ya?:) fine?i hope so

i noe i noe it !my blog is kinda dead!:P nt tat i dunwan is no time!i am sorry kays?



i gtg liao bye and sorry!

love you

muackzz:P

haro!

hey hey!! how was your day?gd?hope so....
wow!it have been a long holiday man!i miss school i know i am weird but sch is the oni thing where my mind cant run wild whereas at home ....sigh

i kinda lost my hope....dreams....and mood...everyday oni the same thing message message....
there is a saying easy to start hard to let go......we always do thing without thinking abt the ending .....tat makes our life bad...full of sadness.....

hey!i think it is time for me to go try to come more often ok...

love you bye!

muackzzz:P

sryzzz

sorry long time on write....been kinda busy?:Xwith personal stuff i guess.....
had some problems with S.D here and there but after a while i hope it will be replace with sth...:X
exams are like coming AGAIN!!!so annoying....teacher siao one give until so many......siao teachers :Xhope no teachers see this:P

do you see and diff between 100 and 10????so much rite?D': sadded so sad....this is the amount we have been messaging now....:X ahhhhhhh!so fan!die better !!!

erm...gtg bye

gd nite sweet dreams love you

muackzzz!:P

gosh!!

today,i started off great...but after a while i started getting sad i have no idea why....
maybe cause i noe some how tat my dream will NEVER will come true....annoyed!

maybe my whole life is lidat...maybe there is something i can do ....
who is there to help me?:Xi think nt even i wan to help myself...i am hopeless....gone...

i see no diff between ,me being alive and me dead....except for the fact tat i got to noe sam....
and because my cousin was there wif me by me side...and i believe tat they oso got their own life...jus tat their's are better then mine....

from here my future seem so bad....like nth i wan will ever happen.....but i hope tat someday a person will change it for me....

bye now!good nite sweet dream love you

muackzz:P