haro!

hey hey!! how was your day?gd?hope so....
wow!it have been a long holiday man!i miss school i know i am weird but sch is the oni thing where my mind cant run wild whereas at home ....sigh

i kinda lost my hope....dreams....and mood...everyday oni the same thing message message....
there is a saying easy to start hard to let go......we always do thing without thinking abt the ending .....tat makes our life bad...full of sadness.....

hey!i think it is time for me to go try to come more often ok...

love you bye!

muackzzz:P

sryzzz

sorry long time on write....been kinda busy?:Xwith personal stuff i guess.....
had some problems with S.D here and there but after a while i hope it will be replace with sth...:X
exams are like coming AGAIN!!!so annoying....teacher siao one give until so many......siao teachers :Xhope no teachers see this:P

do you see and diff between 100 and 10????so much rite?D': sadded so sad....this is the amount we have been messaging now....:X ahhhhhhh!so fan!die better !!!

erm...gtg bye

gd nite sweet dreams love you

muackzzz!:P

gosh!!

today,i started off great...but after a while i started getting sad i have no idea why....
maybe cause i noe some how tat my dream will NEVER will come true....annoyed!

maybe my whole life is lidat...maybe there is something i can do ....
who is there to help me?:Xi think nt even i wan to help myself...i am hopeless....gone...

i see no diff between ,me being alive and me dead....except for the fact tat i got to noe sam....
and because my cousin was there wif me by me side...and i believe tat they oso got their own life...jus tat their's are better then mine....

from here my future seem so bad....like nth i wan will ever happen.....but i hope tat someday a person will change it for me....

bye now!good nite sweet dream love you

muackzz:P