hilo:)

SAVE ME!!!!i wanna go out...but..T.Tnot allowed hmph!so bad...
i wanna see my teddy....

hey hey

wohoo! it didt turn out tat bad after all :D
and now i know tat i am the bitch...well im sorry i really didt know tat you were alr in a relationship..kill me?
i never tot tat sweet dreamerlike her before me... well i am really sorry...i am so bad:( sigh...
but still wont get him back:P i am never giving you bac :S unless he wans la....
haha^.^

GOD I LOVE YOU!!! and i love you Bii you're the best...you are jus wad i need! muack!!! love you

SAMUEL IS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SHERYL TEO!!!!!
SOOOOO AMAZING RIGHT!!!!!OMG OMG OMG I CANT STOP THINKING ABT IT SOMEBODY JUS KILL ME.. I AM THE CAUSE OF ALL THE TROUBLE!!! T.T IT SERIOUSLY HURT SOOO MUCH!

sup!

hey:)lol my blog is dead haha...
sigh...even if jeannie didt get him so wad..there is someone else in his heart not me...but "princess" i bet she is going to replace me in his heart soon T.T i cant do anything...you know i have always wanted him to put he is in a relationship with me on fb...but obvious he didt thats is nt all now he even put the "princess" name T.T :'(
OMG! i dun even think he likes me...its so heart breaking...why must he do this to me?he really hates me? he wans me to be sad? get hurt? if so.. i am already sad heart broken and hurt happy? i dun see jie getting hurt cause of wei xiong gor...why cant he love me the way wei xiong gor love jie? he is the first person i am soo deeply in love with...even if he make me sad, angry i still love him so much...
why why must god do this to me... must the princess be in our relationship? our first month had jus pass...must we end here?i think so...he rather me getting hurt than princess... tell me how will you feel if you were me...
I REALLY DUNWAN THIS! I JUST WAN TO BE WITH HIM TATS ALL... ISSIT VERY HARD TO PLAESE ME?
sigh...hug?kiss?bite?lick?pleasure? i think its all over as long as the princess is still clinging on him...everything we ever said is OVER!

sigh...gd night

sweet dreams

love you but nt as much as him :p

muackz..bye

hello:)

exams are over results are out...
gotta say they ain't fantatic well at least got improve...
unsafe feeling like sth wud spoil Sweet dreamer and me up haizz...
watvea la!i give up!tried  to be happy...argh!how i really wish i wasn't born...

ahhhhh!banana!!!!!!!!!!!why you so bad!!! you was never lidat...god tell me why!wy my life lidat...

wo shou bu liao le!jiu jiu wo ba!

give up liao!

bye love you

muackzzz!

hey!

hello:) sorryzzzz!!exams are comin aunty pushing like hell so no time...

promise will write after the exams kays!

sry i gtg again nites

love you sweet dreams

muackzz:P

hello:)

how ya?:) fine?i hope so

i noe i noe it !my blog is kinda dead!:P nt tat i dunwan is no time!i am sorry kays?



i gtg liao bye and sorry!

love you

muackzz:P

haro!

hey hey!! how was your day?gd?hope so....
wow!it have been a long holiday man!i miss school i know i am weird but sch is the oni thing where my mind cant run wild whereas at home ....sigh

i kinda lost my hope....dreams....and mood...everyday oni the same thing message message....
there is a saying easy to start hard to let go......we always do thing without thinking abt the ending .....tat makes our life bad...full of sadness.....

hey!i think it is time for me to go try to come more often ok...

love you bye!

muackzzz:P

sryzzz

sorry long time on write....been kinda busy?:Xwith personal stuff i guess.....
had some problems with S.D here and there but after a while i hope it will be replace with sth...:X
exams are like coming AGAIN!!!so annoying....teacher siao one give until so many......siao teachers :Xhope no teachers see this:P

do you see and diff between 100 and 10????so much rite?D': sadded so sad....this is the amount we have been messaging now....:X ahhhhhhh!so fan!die better !!!

erm...gtg bye

gd nite sweet dreams love you

muackzzz!:P

gosh!!

today,i started off great...but after a while i started getting sad i have no idea why....
maybe cause i noe some how tat my dream will NEVER will come true....annoyed!

maybe my whole life is lidat...maybe there is something i can do ....
who is there to help me?:Xi think nt even i wan to help myself...i am hopeless....gone...

i see no diff between ,me being alive and me dead....except for the fact tat i got to noe sam....
and because my cousin was there wif me by me side...and i believe tat they oso got their own life...jus tat their's are better then mine....

from here my future seem so bad....like nth i wan will ever happen.....but i hope tat someday a person will change it for me....

bye now!good nite sweet dream love you

muackzz:P

hihi:)

hello:)
morning?:P
how was your sleep my was kinda bad:X
i cant believe it man my phone bill sososososo high omg!cant believe it man

sia exam coming again:(sad lor :/
exam over then another exam come so sian ....and kinda pissed with the teachers
haha teacher's day coming dunno if i should give my teachers anything LOL:X
so evil leh!!! you noe who is the worst ? MRS JASMINE TAN!!! think she so cute .....she tok oso cannot tok properly everytime tok oso think so cute actually like shit a!!

she so act cute lor!!!hate hate ahte her !!!!

gtg now cya .....bye love you muackzzz:P

hey!

sry long time no write :(
been kinda buzy....with the wrong stuff:P
my final examinations are coming and i haven found out how i did for my mock exam:( i really hope i did well but ....i didt really study hard for it though.....
ok enough of exams ......there is still 29 more days man!29 days....

man i still feel tat both of is are like getting futher and not really very open any more really!!!
i am so sad :(((((
i gtg now cya

good nite sweet dreams love ya muackzzz:P

hey!

hello!!i am so happy 38 more days till.........
come baby lets celebrate!!:P

i dun really understand teachers you noe,they say give us holiday then come back ready mock exam...then why on earth give us so much work???!!!
they think we very free???? but good for them as they need to mark more work:P

sian lor homework plus tition work plus house work so many!!!!!HOW??:/
so many must well dun give us exam everyday homework homework not hao liao lor!
now gt homework plus exam!!!!evilll!!!!

no futher comments bye bye!
cya love you

soz....

sorry haven been writting in ...:(
wow!time flies fast i guess or sometimes even too fast.....
i miss e old days you noe:(

next week is my mock exam.....the time limits...OMG!annoying!time running out!
okokok chill chill!:Pohya good news there is only 40 more days to go wohoo!!!
chill chill cant get overly excited ...:P

but the bad news os i will never get to celebrate!!!!!!wait!...maybe one day will never noe:/

okok enough for today

love you sweet dreams muackzzz.....

yozzzz

hello guess wat my dream finally came true banana someone tat i tot would never tok to me again tok to me!!!!
cool rite?:)
but sigh.....dunno wat's wrong wiv ppl this few days like sad sad de.....now i oso feel sad for them haizzz....
i guess it is due to exam ba...poor thing...
this few days oso nt really nice for me sch stuff has been kinda tiring oso .....jus wish i gt to go out wiv my frenzz and have a great dayzz...
the oni thing which is the bezzz is my frenzz my beautiful frenzz....
gt alot of things going on good and bad but lets forget the unhappy moment and SPREAD DA LOVE.....!!!!!!!!!

sadT.T

ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!irritated angry sad tried hunger this is wat i feel...
it is so unfair you always get the best .
while i have nth....you took the most important thing in my life more then once...
why are you always the one...i hate life.....

cover your ear ppl .....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!i am gonna die:(
because you are not wiv me.....
every time i hear the song crazier i will go crazier
i am so sad it have oni been a few hours and i cant stand it....-.-
can you pls start messaging me pls...
i have no idea wat are u thinking but this time i wan you to start the conversation....
i have always been the one who start to show tat you still care can you pls tok to me
wait.....are you unhappy tat i am messaging 'banana'? no worries we are jus frens so pls tok to me plszzzzzzzzzzz

i am gonna kill you

why? why? why must the ending always be the same ?
i told you the truth and yet you do the same thing.
fine if you wanna play then carry on i dun care already....but i am not ready to let you go.
why must you do this to me wat have i done wrong?
i let you in not to break my heart is for you to put my heart back again
is this the final ending?i hope not.....
pls come back wherever you are pls.....my life will be empty without you...really...and you wont wan me to be like this rite?
so pls i am begging you pls come back T.T.........